Seriously story of my life. And now there's a bloody movie titled It's Complicated. And it's release date is 25 dec 2009. W.T.S.


Anyway I probably should start studying now. But I'm kinda feeling lazy. I don't think I will just yet. I don't feel like packing my table or bag either. I don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I'll go ecp for a jog tmr.

I discovered something very interesting tonight. If you keep typing op really fast, you're bound to end up with poop. Like that: opopopopoopopopoppopopopopopopopopopopopopoppopopopopopoppoopopopop
Anyway it's pretty funny cause I got people to type that.

1. I can't find C's D: I closed window.

2. crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 YOU
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 ARE
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 RETARDED
Desirene; says:
 but its true
Desirene; says:
 you try it
Desirene; says:
 just type op continuously
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 popopopopopopopopopoppop

crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 popopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 eh dont have leh
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 weird

crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 popopopopopopopopopopopoppopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 i only have oppo~
crystalbel                          DEPRESSEDD says:
 no pooppp


3. Dominic says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopoopopopopopopopopopoppopopo
Dominic says:
 eh yah i think i got one


4. {trish} says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopoppopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopoppopopopopopoppopopopoppopopopopoppopoppopopopopoopopopopo
{trish} says:
 you're right
{trish} says:
 awesomz


5. Lathiga says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopop
Desirene; says:
 must type more
Lathiga says:
 NO POOP

Lathiga says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo
Lathiga says:
 R U TRICKING ME....
Desirene; says:
 NO

Lathiga says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopopopopopop
Desirene; says:
 not long enoughhh
Lathiga says:
 MAYBE I'M JUST GOOD....

Lathiga says:
 opopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo
Lathiga says:
 YOU R TTLY JACKING ME

Lathiga says:
 popopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopoopopopop
Lathiga says:
 OMG
Lathiga says:
 I GOT IT
Lathiga says:
 BUT I USE 2 FINGERS

HAPPY SEXAYE 17TH NAMBIAR! Sorry we couldn't spend it with you ): Bloody PW. It's so bloody it should be nicknamed mensus. Sigh.

I don't know anymore. It's funny how you can feel so overwhelmed by an emotion. And it feels so dangerous, unstable and insecure. Like you're standing on one foot in 10-inch heels. Its dangerous to feel. At all. And I don't wanna feel when I talk to you or think of you. Because although many might love that feeling cause they think that being able to feel that way is very important, I know myself better than that, that that feeling is a warning and I should be turning heels and running. As far away as possible from you. Even though at the end of the day I feel like I'm just running in a stadium. Around, and around, and around. Distance covered = a million emotions and stages in life. Displacement = 0. You always end up back where you started running from. Because you find that what you're so afraid of is what you've really wanted all along. And that's pretty much what scares people isn't it? Seeing what you want. Idk. I don't know what I want. I can't be sure of it. It's all iffys. I want to get good grades and go to a good uni and get a good job. But that's only cause it's safe and it means I can buy all the material goods I want. But is that what I really want? Idk. Idk how people can be so sure of what they want. What happens the day they realize that they don't actually want that? It's sort of like. What if one day you wake up and start questioning what you believe? In which case, are there really staunch believers? Or are they just like us, afraid of questioning their beliefs cause then the foundation their lives are built on will begin to crumble.

I was walking on the trail in the park yesterday when I realized something. More often than not, we end up looking at the ground to make sure that we don't step on anything that will endanger us or dirty us. Kinda applies to life doesn't it. We miss the real ride around us because we are too busy making sure that we don't do anything to mess up or sidetrack; when really life is just the part where you get dirty. I think it's all about messing up. But our society doesn't really leave much room for mistakes does it.

Omg the only part of pw I might actually miss is the part where we all h8 Hang. Yay.

Everyday is rainyyyy D:

Rain rain go away

Watching the Kite Runner, watched the School of Scoundrels today at Sham's house :D

Hello donation drive tomorrow after civics bring your things pls!!! says:
 eh how old are you man
Hello donation drive tomorrow after civics bring your things pls!!! says:
 hahahaha pinocchio
Hello donation drive tomorrow after civics bring your things pls!!! says:
 i bet pinocchio was like born out of some guy's fantasy
Hello donation drive tomorrow after civics bring your things pls!!! says:
 like ability to change dick length at will

Thanks alot phebs. Thanks alot.

Watched Love Happens and Coraline(: 

Coraline is quite cute and can get quite scary la. But not bad for a cartoon.

And omg Jenn An is really pretty even though she's growing kinda old.
Both are good cept that Love Happens should be retitled cause it isn't exactly that much of a rom-com. If it was placed in another  genre the expectations wouldn't be there. On a side note, I don't believe that love happens at all.

Anyway, hallows was sad D: failed plans cause we didn't plan in advance. And was kinda late to get people to go Night Safari and all. It looked really cool though ): But I stayed home and watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose on AXN with my parents :D While my sis mugging for exams had to go sleep early. Hahahaha yay for freedom.

All I can say is Jennifer Carpenter = damn good actress. Bloody good. And now I'm rethinking my options of taking up law cause people literally experience hell trying to build up a defense case. Omg she's super pretty. But look what happens when she's Emily Rose.

EEEyucks. Nightmarish.

Anyway CIP today. Haahaha omgsh. I think it started out pretty bad but then again when you have low or no expectations the littlest things don't seem so bad after all.
Some people were pretty amusing. And tg for ChooYen GQ and Charlene, if not idk where I'd turn to to share the humor and laugh :\ I'd feel so. So. Repressed. ): And yeah we spent quite awhile playing blind mice while waiting for the truck to come. It got pretty funny cause Fiona almost grabbed her (guy) friend's... from following our instructions before we all realized where her hand was going and everybody started screaming for her to stop. (HAHAHAHAHA)
And C and I kept going back to this hse until the owners woke up cause we were eyeing the fan and rice cooker left outside the house ahahahahhahaha win.

( Halloween MLIAs )

Touch ihc was pretty fail. But good job anyway phebs (: you da man. I think I probably had the most fun right at the end when we were taking spazz photos. Bloody touch pyramid. We should make it a tradition since the seniors are so into tradition (: next year we make the j1s do a pyramid and we go on top HAHA. I<3you guys. Well the majority of you anyway XD

Idkidkidk): Am I fickle or are you just inconsistent in how you treat me? One minute I can't stand you and the next,.

10 tips to pick yourself up after a fall

1. Don’t relive the memories – Firstly, you can’t change the past. Secondly, playing something over and over again in your mind doesn’t help. Thirdly, understand what went wrong so you can be ready for a similar problem next time, but do this through active consideration rather than replaying the moment disaster struck.

2. Relegate the upset to the past – now is the time to move on, with your head held high, no matter how bad the situation was previously.

3. Don’t keep trying to find ‘blame’ – From blaming yourself for everything, to blaming every person alive who isn’t you, it’s not useful to dwell on blame itself. By all means, learn from your mistakes, but don’t beat yourself up at the same time. And if someone else has caused this and you can’t do anything about it, your best bet is either to move well away from the source of the problem and to understand that your life can’t be perfect the whole time. None of us are immune to injustice and setback.

4. Don’t mope around under your ‘comfort blanket’ – There’s no time to feel sorry for yourself. It only wastes time and affects the rest of your life negatively. Come out from under your blanket and prepare for better times.

5. Plan ahead – What you do next could shape a remarkable comeback, or a festival of ‘nothing’. By planning ahead, you set yourself up for the former a lot better.

6. Don’t fret, ponder and dwell – If you aren’t reliving the memories, you may still be agonizing over the problems. If you’re in deep dung, you can handle it better when you focus on actions, rather than the upsetting issues.

7. Stop looking for sympathy – It’s ever so nice to hear that others are thinking of you in your difficult time. Sympathy and empathy do have their place, but don’t get stuck there. With too much sympathetic talk, you’ll just get used to the position with a negative stance. Remember, now is the time to move on!

8. Write out your recovery plans – Put your actions in front of you. Note down how you aim to crush everything in your path. List all the feats you will be performing to get back on top. When you’ve written down your plans, you have a physical document to refer to. Stick it up on your wall and work toward it until you achieve the goals.

9. Relax – Defeat stress, raise endorphins, and breathe.

10. Smile! – Even if you haven’t picked yourself up yet, a smile can strengthen your resolve by many multiples. If you can let out a smile, you can overcome all kinds of setback.

Baby's birthday on sunday! Aren't these havis cuteeeee<3

I<3 Sham and our budget shopping/dinner XD We tried looking for shirts that were <10 bucks XD and we had tuna and baguettes with macs' chilli for dinner XD omg budget ttm. Hahahahahhaa <313801748139 and we happily thought it was still 7 when it was like already almost 8 :\ omg last night > watching movies (:

You know what I like about text messaging? Clearing your outbox erases any memory you have of saying anything. And this is especially good if you have the tendency to say stuff you'll regret. Sometimes it's just better to forget and pretend nothing ever happened.

Watched: (500) Days of Summer!!! Really good movie, worth watching if you're ttly tired of cliched movies with the same endings over and over again. Just try to get a seat alone okay. Damn shithead I sat next to, kept shaking his leg throughout the movie, talking, fidgeting, couldn't sit still, making weird noises, AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART WAS??? YOU KNOW WHAT IT WAS???

HE IS DAMN FREAKING UGLY.
(Oh and he's not even a student. Working adults. Pfft you'd think they'd know how to behave in a theatre.)

And yeah I was this close to blowing. Damn school shirt. I'm bringing clothes to change out next time then I could've told him off. And trust me, I would.
Oh and Joseph Gordon-Levitt is CUTEEE. Or Tom Hansen anyway cause I don't think he might be as cute in reality? Y'know how it works like the character in the movie is cute but yeah :\ ZOOEY DESCHANEL IS PRETTYYYYYY <333

Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.

Rachel Hansen: Tom, I know you think she was the one, but I don't. Next time you look back, I think you should look again.

Tom: She took a giant shit on my face. Literally.
Alison: Literally?
Tom: Well, no, not literally. That's disgusting.

Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life.

Summer: Ok. I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.

Summer: You weren't wrong, Tom. You were just wrong about me.

Sometimes I wonder how accurate FB is what with their quiz results:


Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside.

Exam stresssssss & late nights ftw.
Sneezing, aching, tired, sick of, depressed.
I'm gonna study hard and open a chain of cafes that'll have lots and lots of power points for students to use and really conducive environment for them to study and install a no-gossiping/trash-talking alarm that'll kick out all those idiots who talk too much(AHEM)